“Ego” and “Me”

“… I need to recognize in me two states of being. I need to learn to recognize in me very truly the difference between a state where it is my ego that acts and another state where the whole man who acts, where I feel to be a whole.   I realize more and more that what I think I know comes from my thinking, which is merely a projection of my thinking, even my sensations.   But I’m starting to know that another ′′ Me “, the principle of consciousness, exists beyond my body, thoughts and emotions.   Consciousness would be a separate principle, pure thought, which sees and observes the ordinary self.   If my ordinary self, the ego, consented to be the server and not the master, it would be the axis of my efforts toward consciousness.   But that’s impossible, since my different parts act separated and independently, without taking into account the rest of my person.   Then instead of serving, protecting, helping my development, my ego, my self, inflates and blocks the road.   Who am I? Impossible to answer.   I’m not my body; I allow it to become passive.   I’m not my brain formatory; I also allow it to become passive.   Faced with this question, I’m not these selfish emotions towards myself, which also become passive.   Who am I? The release gets deeper and deeper.   I don’t relax now to get something. I relax for humility, because I …